Letting go doesn't mean I don't care.
Letting go doesn't mean I shut down.
I just need time to get use to it.
I just want my life to be different.
I wanted everything to be perfect.
And I do this in kindness, and love, as much as possible.
I'm sorry for what I've done.
Please forgive me.
Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me
Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget
We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all
And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us
But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us
I don't really know what to write in it...
just feel that you've changed so much..
I'm happy that you can let it go...
I'm glad you did it..
Is time for me to go...
to change my life..and you change yours
I really hope that we can keep in touch...
but since you wanted to forget about me..
Then just do it..I will not do anything..
If you need help..just find me..
You know I'll always help you...
You are my great fabulous friend...
There is something i wanted to give you ..
I hope you like it..
Love ya..
Long time never 'touch' my blog.....
don't feel like writing things here
everything is so different now...
maybe high school is over....so everything is weird now...
Life should go on no mater what happen..
i believe things will not change that easy...
" there can be miracles...When you believe"
So i believe....
Im still living in my own world again
Just let it be...
world is changing....
Human should change too...
That's all in my mind...
There were times when I thought that the world didn't need me. That I was just some useless girl that nobody needed. That.. I was unwanted...
However, I only thought of myself, and I soon became blind with the world. I forgot who I was supposed to be, I forgot my role in the community, I became blind.
I couldn't be the person who I was once inside. I wanted to stop being who everyone wanted me to be, I wanted to be my own person, but I was too weak to stand up...
No matter how many times I scream for help in my mind, in reality, in my dreams, nobody came to my aid. I learned years ago that life wasn't like it was in the fairy tales. I realized that the story never existed, and it was just some made up fairytale, which stories were.
I already know that in real life, things like that don't come true. My story, my life.. my world all came crashing down when I stopped believing. I stopped believing that someday, someone will come and save me. I stopped believing in my dreams. I stopped believing that this was just some kind of play. I stopped believing in the world. I stopped believing lies. I stopped believing myself... and everyone else.
I was always used. Used for their own purposes. I did everything I could, even sacrifice all I had just to make them stay by my side. I just didn't want to be abandoned. I didn't want to be left alone, I just wanted someone, at least one person to stay by my side. But now, I regret the decisions I made.
My story, my life, my world, my dreams... everything crashed to pieces the day I understood how the world worked.
My world is the darkness in my heart. Everything blacks out when I wake up. Everything.. I stopped believing. I stopped believing in the truth.. I stopped believing that it was reality.
